One of the most challenging aspects of having an art blog is figuring out how much to share. It’s one thing to give readers a peek into the creative process after-the-fact, or while everything is going smoothly. But there are plenty of (if not more) failed ideas and experiments that one doesn’t necessarily want to make public.
My progress is rarely linear. I find myself regularly weighing whether what I’m doing in a given week is taking me in a concrete direction, or is merely a detour leading to a dead-end. And while I think it’s important to follow most ideas to see where they may go, doing so publicly can be pretty scary.
But I’m finding there are also advantages to this cyber-space version of opening the studio door before I feel confident about what I’m working on — or where it may be headed. Not only have I found it tremendously worthwhile to be compelled to collect my thoughts in a coherent, readable form as a means of articulating to myself where I’m going, but I truly value the insights that some of you have chosen to share with me.
The most fruitful project I’ve taken on this year has been my commitment to draw every day. After 9-1/2 months, I’m beginning to see an ever-so-slight crack of light that is pointing me in what I hope will be a productive new direction that will spill over into my textile work. The challenge is in figuring out exactly how to bring these two diverse (one relatively spontaneous, the other decidedly more methodical) disciplines together into something new that doesn’t compromise the unique qualities of each. With color and composition as guideposts, I want to find a way to capture the feeling/immediacy of a drawing while capitalizing on the textural qualities of fabric and thread. Another goal is to strive toward an abstraction of the subject so that it becomes more than a mere translation of what is in front of me.
I feel like I’m on the cusp of something quite interesting (to me, anyway!) but the big picture is still pretty muddy. The only path toward figuring it out involves time and lots of practice. If you’ll bear with me, I’ll bring you along.
PS – I try to keep this in mind: Time is rarely wasted in the studio. Although the “positive and negative” pieces from this past summer are leaning squarely toward the dead-end pile, who knows when whatever I learned from them may resurface and provide some nugget of info that is exactly what I need for a future piece. It pays to take a long-term view.
I really like how the stitching is giving a shadow effect at the bottom. This is very interesting work and I like the direction you are going. These are examples of the phrase you used earlier “digging deeper into the work”. Bravo girl. So excited to show you the pictures I have for you. They are along these lines. D
I always appreciate your insight. We have much to discuss!
This is a very interesting direction, as Dianne says. I do not see anything “cringeworthy” in Step 3. I am really drawn to the “Preliminary.” Step 2 drawing. With the contrasts in blacks and grays in the energetic marks,, it has the vitality of Van Gogh’s work. To me, this is more than a sketch. It has a completeness about it. Very exciting!
Thank you Almuth, I am flattered by your response. I too am drawn to the Preliminary and hope to bring the same energy to future stitched pieces. I know you too understand that murky zone of when you have a general idea in your mind, but results don’t quite mesh with it. This is just a first shot though, and the enjoyment will be in keeping at it.
Love your work. I too draw and stitch but struggle with much. How generous of you to share your thoughts & insightful discoveries. I am filled with more energy just looking at your work.
Thank you for this kind comment Pene – you have made my day!